Withdrawal Method

Ha, got your attention, didn't I?

After fighting with myself for a whole 48 hours about applying for/pretty much being offered, a job in San Francisco, I decided to withdraw my application.

I finally realized that it was an interim step between where I am and where I want to be, which is Los Angeles. And I wanted to remove the temptations of money, increased responsibility and a title bump so I can focus on what I want; to finally put my personal life at the forefront, and put as much energy into being happy with my relationships as I put into my work. If I attack that with the same gusto, there's no reason why I can't make this work, find a gig in LA, and start living.

I am sure that this is probably sounding silly to most of you, but I guess that's what you'll do when you're in love.

And don't throw that compromise word at me. It's such a negative idea. I'd like to think of it as an active choice to put where I want to be out into the universe. I had convinced myself that San Francisco was the place I wanted to be for quite a bit, and maybe that's why I go interest on the job front. I am putting the energy out there that LA is where I need to be to not only move forward personally, but professionally.

Laws of attraction: ACTIVATE.